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x_psylockeInteresting turn of events...
I had a rather long and late night phone call with my brother, Jamie. We spent a few minutes talking about innane things and then after awhile, he broke down and told me about Brian. How he was dealing with my sudden departure better than expected, which was a lie. But I didn't say anything, I couldn't. And even though Jamie didn't have to say it, I knew that he missed me, they both do.
Yet, I can't go home. Not until I find what I'm searching for here at the Academy. And I know I may not find it, but I have to try.
Regardless, it was good to hear from him, I just don't know how I feel about what was said, or better yet, what was not said.
I had a rather long and late night phone call with my brother, Jamie. We spent a few minutes talking about innane things and then after awhile, he broke down and told me about Brian. How he was dealing with my sudden departure better than expected, which was a lie. But I didn't say anything, I couldn't. And even though Jamie didn't have to say it, I knew that he missed me, they both do.
Yet, I can't go home. Not until I find what I'm searching for here at the Academy. And I know I may not find it, but I have to try.
Regardless, it was good to hear from him, I just don't know how I feel about what was said, or better yet, what was not said.
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Date: 2010-08-09 07:30 pm (UTC)x_bamf
2003-06-18 09:09 pm UTC (link)
Family can be difficult can't they? And I feel somewhat the same way. There is something here that I need to do, even if I don't know what it is, and until I do, I need to stay.
But I would like to see my family too.
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x_psylocke
2003-06-18 09:16 pm UTC (link)
Yes, family can be difficult. And sometimes our paths diverge from eachother, but in the end, we know where to go when we've found what we've been searching for all this time.
Whether it be our place in the world, or our purpose. We'll find it, even if it requires a few bruises to uncover.