Bleeding through
May. 14th, 2003 01:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
x_psylockeI've always struggled for control. Sometimes, while using my gifts to adjust to my current handicap, I've been privy to the emotions of others. And I understand the need for privacy and I've always kept what I've seen to myself. But I'm worried and I had no idea Emma could be so, forceful.
All I can say is something else is eating away at her. She's a torrent of emotion, whether she realizes it or not. It's bleeding through her walls and into me.
I didn't mean for it to happen, but once I could feel underneath her anger, I could feel the fear. All of us have gone through a slew of emotions and I know the current situation is taxing on all of us. But this is different. She was reliving some sort of memory.
To say the least, Emma didn't appreciate my curiosity once she realized what I was doing. And I will state again, she can be terrifying if the need calls for it.
I was prying and to make her point, she shut me out with enough force to throw me off-balance and sit down. I know I shouldn't have done it, but my only excuse is I'm worried for her. I've realized the attack was a little to reminiscent of the past and I know that reliving it can only lead to more suffering.
All I can say is something else is eating away at her. She's a torrent of emotion, whether she realizes it or not. It's bleeding through her walls and into me.
I didn't mean for it to happen, but once I could feel underneath her anger, I could feel the fear. All of us have gone through a slew of emotions and I know the current situation is taxing on all of us. But this is different. She was reliving some sort of memory.
To say the least, Emma didn't appreciate my curiosity once she realized what I was doing. And I will state again, she can be terrifying if the need calls for it.
I was prying and to make her point, she shut me out with enough force to throw me off-balance and sit down. I know I shouldn't have done it, but my only excuse is I'm worried for her. I've realized the attack was a little to reminiscent of the past and I know that reliving it can only lead to more suffering.
